it was a month gettin over yesterday .. and to sum it all up here is going to be rather difficult .. but still i wud give it my modest attempt .. comin here really didnt make me nervous at all .. after staying out and away for all these years .. it was just goin to be another trip .. but leaving home and people wasnt meant to be easy either .. soon enuff .. i got started by meeting ppl .. building first impressions .. tryin NOT to redefine myself .. i met people .. really career centric .. really funny .. really hard workin .. really happy .. really calm .. and some really not so good to waste (not worth mentionin .. ) .. but the difference this one time was .. i was impressed and dint hit any peer presure at all .. brother's advise really worked this time .. makes me happy .. then there was step to build a support system .. just the binary ways i choose for myself .. i tried to be systematic .. but that work really as much as i thought it would .. but the fun was after fifteen days .. when i really knowing ppl more and more .. realisin .. how first impressions cud be so wrong at times .. but not to forget my bunch of party buddies .. they have been rock stars .. they keep me kickin on thursdays and fri nites to get me workin on mondays .. what i was expectin was something discrete .. what i got was fun and everythin but anything thats discrete .. now .. i am more in the groove .. have got my resolutions .. a. everyone u meet should not be takin for granted .. b. stay away from some things, no matter how much you dont want to .. c. always tae a little time before you make up your mind about few things ..

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in the jungle .. the mighty jungle .. the lion roars tonite .. arghh !!! 3 weeks in school and am knockin on my mid-terms today evenin .. pity .. fin acc is sadistic .. things change too fast in here .. am so tempted that i choose to wrtie this while the class goes on .. gosh !!! .. time to be back to books again .. later

beat me for being abstract and encrypted this one time .. life's getting pretty much same again .. i am happy again .. and as always .. i hope this lasts for ever .. dont think it shall happen .. with turnover events getting stocked away fast enough there are more moments when i just feel glad than plump .. but then .. as i always knew it to be right .. there always a little closet space for some gloom .. and this one time .. the gloom is hitting me as a 'deja vu' in the past few days .. shhhhhhhh .. so far only the random stranger knows about it .. also .. i somehow ending up finding excuses within myself every once in a while to remember moments of my life that i cherish the most ..